Lately I have been feeling so overwhelmed in every aspect of my life. School, basketball, friends, school, COLLEGE. I feel like taking a bunch of AP classes was a verrry dumb decision. fhdsjfhd And then basketball. I still love the sport, I always will. And I absolutely LOVE my team. These girls are awesome. But I HATE my coach, I know I am not that good and seriously I don't know if it is worth it anymore. I really cannot stress enough how much I miss my best friend.
If she still lived in GA, I would probably make her come over to my house and make waffles. And life would be okay.
Tuesday, October 28
Sunday, October 26
These are always fun.
1. I miss you so much. I miss not being able to just walk across the street and see you. I miss having the best time with you even when we were doing the most boring things ever. Don't get me wrong, I love all of my other friends, but those friendships do not compare at all. I hate that I never get to talk to you. And that I can't see you but twice a year. You're the best friend I've ever had.
2. You talk way too damn much when other people are around. You do not need to impress anyone by chiming in on EVERYTHING. People will like you for you, like I do. Just let it happen, please.
3. I miss the old you. We all do. But every time we bring it up you think we don't want you to be happy with him. It's not true at all. We just don't want him to be the only reason you are happy. You don't need a boy to complete you.
4. I actually am starting to feel like shit for not having talked to you in almost 2 years. How is it that you move to the other side of the fucking country and I am the one who feels bad? Typical of you. You make me feel bad when we do talk, and even when we don't talk.
5. I love how you preached last year about being a "good girl" and said you would never be like them. Also how you were so naive that it took you all class period to even see that she was high out of her mind. Actually, that was pretty funny. But this year you have turned into a bit of a whore and love to get high. I have no problem with it, but I just crack up every time I think about it. You don't even realize.
6. You're so good at making people feel like they actually mean something to you. But I honestly don't think you care about anyone besides yourself. You're the most arrogant person I think I have ever met. Please go back to being the shy guy you were when we met. At least you weren't an asshole then.
7. You're so mature for your age, yet you are still so fun. I think you mayyy like to start drama/have drama in your life, but hey, we all have our faults. You're also one of the most fun people to talk to. I'm glad we met.
8. Hahahahha you? Why did I ever like you? Oh man...
9. You have been fake for so long, that I think you believe your own lies now. It's really quite sad.
10. You are so annoying. Please learn how to listen. Oh and that whiny voice you make when you are confused is not as cute as you think it is. Actually, it's not cute at all.
2. You talk way too damn much when other people are around. You do not need to impress anyone by chiming in on EVERYTHING. People will like you for you, like I do. Just let it happen, please.
3. I miss the old you. We all do. But every time we bring it up you think we don't want you to be happy with him. It's not true at all. We just don't want him to be the only reason you are happy. You don't need a boy to complete you.
4. I actually am starting to feel like shit for not having talked to you in almost 2 years. How is it that you move to the other side of the fucking country and I am the one who feels bad? Typical of you. You make me feel bad when we do talk, and even when we don't talk.
5. I love how you preached last year about being a "good girl" and said you would never be like them. Also how you were so naive that it took you all class period to even see that she was high out of her mind. Actually, that was pretty funny. But this year you have turned into a bit of a whore and love to get high. I have no problem with it, but I just crack up every time I think about it. You don't even realize.
6. You're so good at making people feel like they actually mean something to you. But I honestly don't think you care about anyone besides yourself. You're the most arrogant person I think I have ever met. Please go back to being the shy guy you were when we met. At least you weren't an asshole then.
7. You're so mature for your age, yet you are still so fun. I think you mayyy like to start drama/have drama in your life, but hey, we all have our faults. You're also one of the most fun people to talk to. I'm glad we met.
8. Hahahahha you? Why did I ever like you? Oh man...
9. You have been fake for so long, that I think you believe your own lies now. It's really quite sad.
10. You are so annoying. Please learn how to listen. Oh and that whiny voice you make when you are confused is not as cute as you think it is. Actually, it's not cute at all.
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