I wanna go to Magnolia Mountain

and lay my weary head down.
Down on the rocks, on the mountain my savior made.
Steady my soul and ease my worry.
Hold me when I rattle like a hummingbird humming.
Tie me to the rocks on the mountain my savior made.



Today was one of the worst days in a while. And really I have no reason to be so upset. I let all the stupid little things that have been building up really get to me today. I guess I just get pissed when people want to talk to you on the phone/text you but don't want to talk to you in person. Oh and when they tell you they like you.. then that they like your best friend. Guh, I don't even like you anymore. It's just stupid shit like you walking her to basically every other class. And then never following through on plans with me. And you being an asshole in general.
The fact that I also failed an essay and got in trouble with an administrator for absolutely no reason made the day even worse.

In the end we're only spinning.

I haven't updated in forever.

As I predicted, winter break was amazing. Minus a few days here and there, I loved it all.
I still don't know how I feel about this boy. We agreed today that no matter what we would stay good friends because we don't want to be out of each others lives, but that maybe we shouldn't date or whatever. Which is fine, except he still talks like we're dating. Friends don't call each other cute little pet names and tell them they're beautiful. It's a very frustrating situation, but we'll see what happens.